Atheists have no reason to hate God - how could anyone hate someone or something that doesn't exist? I can't understand the mindset of an atheist any way (I never was an atheist, I was an agnostic. Yes I know, nothing to be proud about). On one hand they go around and tell everybody that there is no such thing called an absolute truth, then on the other hand they proclaim the non-existence of God as a definite truth. They credit the existence of humans to mere chance, an accidental byproduct of time, matter and energy - something the nature failed to abort in time. It is like your parents telling you that you were conceived by accident, that they never wanted you to be born. On top of it, they are also telling you that since you are created by accident, there is no particular purpose for your existence. Just dine, dance and die. If you ask me, that is a way grim way to look at life. No wonder suicide rates are much higher in educated societies than the uneducated poor societies of the world. Atheists take hope away from life. But why would anybody want to live in this world filled with pain and sufferings, if there is nothing to hope for - either in this life or the next?
Talking about hope, I believe hope is what gets God in trouble. Of all the hardships we face in our lives, there is nothing more torturous than the simple act of waiting. Hope require waiting; God's timetable is password protected, we don't have access to it. And that is a problem. If I am out of work and my wife and kids are eating dust to survive, or if I am a widow whose husband died in an accident a year ago and just got news that my only kid is diagnosed with terminal cancer, or if I am a recovering drug addict who prays constantly for mental strength but only see an increase in tempting circumstances, then I would have a problem with that timetable that God is keeping. Because I can't think of a better time for God to intervene than now. Am I suppose to be hopeful when my wife leave me and the starving kids to have a new life with my best (ex)friend? How about watching my son dying slowly in the midst of mind numbing pain? Am I to blame for failing to resist constant temptations and getting drawn back into a life of addiction? I prayed, I believed, and I hoped. But nothing happened. People in despair hate God. People hate God when hope is shattered.
When we hope, we do it according to how we want things to turn out. This might look perfectly fine on the surface. But what we fail to recognize is that hope is not just expectation, but it is also desire of what the future should be like. When we design how our future ought to be like, unknowingly we are elevating ourselves to be gods. Hope centered on self fails to see the whole picture, instead we assume that what we see is the whole picture. When we set our mind on a certain outcome for our situation, we take God's will out of the equation and forgets, "The human heart plans the way, but the LORD directs the steps" (Proverbs 16:9). Trusting in God and having hope in Him should help us realize that the life on earth is not everything, rather it is only a small part of a life that goes on. Sufferings and pain are not God's design, instead they are the byproducts of us wandering away from God's mercy. But just like anything else, God uses and thus He allows, pain and suffering to draw us back to Him - in this life or the next one.
"All things work for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28). St. Thomas More knew this: Before his execution, he joked with his executioner that his beard was totally innocent of any crimes and did not deserve to be harmed during the beheading. He then positioned himself so that his beard wouldn't be cut off while they cut his head off. St. Lawrence of Rome told his executioners, "I am done on this side, now turn me over" while being grilled on a gridiron. None of us are no longer expected to be this brave to keep our hope alive. Those who hate God, if there is any sense left in you, should ask: What is going to be next? Are you going to hate Him enough to say that there is no God? But how is that going to solve anything? How is the knowledge that there is no purpose for pain and suffering going to give you comfort? Do you think about God only when things are not going well, to blame Him and to hate Him? When we direct our anger and hatred towards heaven, all we are doing is exposing our ignorance of God, His life as Jesus, and His teachings through the Bible. For beginners, just know that your free will to hate Him is also a grace of God - a gift wrapped in pure Love.
"We know that all creation is groaning in labor pains even until now; and not only that, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, we also groan within ourselves as we wait for adoption, the redemption of our bodies. For in hope we were saved. Now hope that sees for itself is not hope. For who hopes for what one sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait with endurance." (Romans 8:22-25)
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